Yesterday was a pretty good day, I hiked early in the morning and at night I had outdoor movie night with my cousins (a.k.a. only friends). Despite the good moments today in the quietness the feeling of stuckness, of failingness remains. I am not sure how t combat it, how to activate myself, how to make it go away. But I know that one way or another I have to shake it off, I will shake it off, I will stop being my own obstacle and start reaching for my goals.